a VERY bad day...

A few days back, when Izzat was doing his homework, he complained 'Izzat tak suka lah life Izzat ni... asyik kena belajar aje!". And as a mom... it was my responsibility to tell him "tak baik Izzat cakap macam tu... tak bersyukur ke dengan apa yang Izzat ada?"... and the mom's bebel goes on.... huhu :)

But yesterday.... I am ashamed to admit that I felt EXACTLY like what Izzat felt! :P

I was so down when I had to face on one stupid issue at work that has been bugging me for days... terganggu tidur malamku kerana issue bodoh ini!! :( But I tried to take it easy by making myself busy... but obviously issue itu masih menhantui fikiranku! :P And to make my day even worst.. there were no 6pm bus yesterday... and I had to wait for half an hour for the 6.30pm bus at Puduraya yang penuh dengan asap hitam bas itu! On top of that... there was a MAJOR traffic jam at Rawang exit (I have NO IDEA what happened!) causing the PLUS highway to north jam bagai nak rak!!! :P Dah la kelaparan... (I had 3 karipaps only for my lunch). Rasa nak muntah pun ada dlm bas lama sangat nih! In the end.... sampai rumah around 8.30pm :( Aduhh penatnya MasyaAllah.... memang menduga iman ku.... tapi syukur alhamdulillah... saya masih waras utk beristighfar... dan berdoa agar dikuatkan iman utk terus berjuang meneruskan hidup ini... huhu! Kalau ikutkan hati ni... memang nak resign ajer! :P I thought of what I told Izzat on that day.... and told myself to be strong to face all problems... for myself and my family.

Ya Allah... kuatkan lah iman aku dah ahli2 keluargaku.... moga kami sentiasa mendapat petunjuk dan rahmat dari Mu..... Amiin.