Cracking my head over JAVA

I was forced by my boss to learn JAVA language for a new project that was assigned to me. At my age, learning a new programming language is so challenging and intimidating to me!! :P And my brain is not making it easier by being lazy to pick up... Huhu!!

I was at KLCC's Kinokuniya last Friday in search of a good JAVA book. Goodness.... There were so many choices that I really don't know which one to choose..... -_-

And I ended up not buying anything! Lol! :P

Thanks to my friend, Rai who was kind enough to lend me her book...

Oh yes.... This is the perfect book for a dummy like me :P

But still... I have no idea where to start on the new project..... *sigh!* If I can focus on this one particular project then I guess it would be easier... but of course I have other projects that need my attention as well... *sigh!*
How lar I can study like this??? -___-

*current mode : fening!!!! :p*